Thursday, May 29, 2008

Knowing is not as great as I thought it would be

You know I wanted to be right about the Tim thing (that is my pride talking), but I really didn't want to know that I was right. I am glad that we talked to Gary, but I didn't want Tim to go with me having bad thoughts about him. I am still trying to think that it was just all bad business and that nothing unGodly or unChristian has happened. I hate that we can't have one without the other...we can't have the preacher without the businessman. But I keep reassuring myself that God did this...not the elders...not the ministers...and NOT Tim.

Lord, I pray that Tim be able to hear Your voice in his decision making. I pray that You guide Tim to the place where You want him to be. I would hate to think that this incident would cause him to quit the ministry...his gift is too great for that to happen. Lord, ease...no, heal Tim's heart. Give him peace with all the hurt feelings and bad business that has gone on lately. Allow Tim to get past this and on with his life.

Hold Emily and the girls in the palm of your hand. Help them to be encouraging to their husband and daddy. Help them as a family make good choices for their future.

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